the schizo that is me

im a believer
im a disbeliever

i accept God
i deny God

i dont ask questions
why this?? why that??

i have my faith
why..? why..?


i follow my heart
i follow my mind

i love you
i hate you

i need you,
i dont need you,

let us be forever
get lost!!


i cherish life
i curse life

i savor every moment
fuck it!!

life is beautiful
life sucks

i embrace it
it sucks big time!!


this is me
this is me

im in control...
im in control...

or am i??
yes, i am!!

yet, this is me...
yes, this is me...